no place i'd rather be;

penny for my own thoughts.

27 December 2009

i realise what's on your mind,
bugging you all the time,
can be nothing in the mind of somebody else.
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the fact i learned above, applied in a lot of things.
but it kind of slap me in the face only today.
how naive i can be.
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my day was pretty great, really.
i was a happy girl and all...
but i don't know what happen..
i'm suddenly very down,
and i just dont feel like talking to anyone.
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avelyn.

eventful xmas week.

26 December 2009

it seems like i had a week of sinful enjoyment. lots of stuffs happened and eventful seems to be an understatement alright.

basically, i had 3d2n chalet, watch avatar with jeremy, steamboat with dearest tricia and jj [with their bfs & jj's parents], caught midnight movie treasure hunter with them, sherlock holmes with WK and Darrell yesterday! sorry for blogging in such a lazy way but the post gonna get real long if i really really start elaborating. haha.

the chalet was okay and normal. we played cards, playstation, MASS ARCADE [i spent a lot] and bbq... stuffs like that. one accomplishment of the chalet I LEARNT HOW TO PLAY DAIDI! hah like FINALLY. yeap few of us drank a little.. i got real red in the face. hah. hmmm watched SUNRISE too! though it's abit failed, at least we enjoyed the breeze and the nice scenery. anyways most of us suffered from lack of sleep and lack of thick blankets. haha.

avatar arent that bad... though i STILL think that the blue monsters should look prettier! >.< HAHA. but well, it's good lah. haha.

Xmas eve with tricia and jj was awesome. ok, i was kinda awkuard at first lol. sucks to be the lightbulb. hah. but we all sorta opened up and had fun... eating, camwhoring and nail painting? hah jj's mum was quite amusing, very enthu abt getting us to EAT MORE. i reached home at like 2plus and got nagged. it wasnt too bad cos i think mum let be off because it's xmas afterall! :D

sherlock holmes movie was not bad! he's like super smarttttt but you gotta be real attentive to catch all the details. haha. i was super late meeting WK and darrell. felt so bad. =/

that's abt it. anyw... THANKS TO ALL THE XMAS PRESENTS, WISHES, CARDS, OUTINGS AND ALL! LOVE YOU GUYS. <3
MERRY XMAS!

i just discovered how to mass transfer photos from my phone! hahaha. so look out for them soon! :D

i really needa get started on work soonnnn =/ dread dread dread.
OH YA DID I MENTION? i got to BGC committee! yay. haha.

avelyn.

i never meant to harm
just wanna to stay close
sharing laughter and smiles.
no answers;
only a confused heart.
sorry;
for the way i am.

MERRY XMAS, EVERYBODY! <3

24 December 2009

new handphone! <3

14 December 2009

gotta a new HP!!! :D
touch phone w keypad!
8MP camera!
lalalala (:

avelyn.

life is one long, sad story.

11 December 2009

i think TV shows are getting irritatingly depressing.
and those shows with all the deceit and vile stuff just turns me off. argh.
everything shouts at me that life is sad; reality is cruel.
ARGH.

anyways, i've finally finished time traveller's wife!
it's pretty awesome. i mean, it's amazing how the author comes up with a story like that and not screw it up isnt it. (:
but still... it's kind of bitter sweet.

hmmm TODAY and MONDAY no school! so it's like 4 days off..

that's all for now.
avelyn.

i know something died.
it's that tiny hope.
and there marks the end.

the day of the past.

10 December 2009

you can't ignore something that you know for a fact.
it's there, it won't go away and you know it.
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on an entirely different note, i screwed up my speech pretty much. sucks.
i have no idea what i was saying okay. what a fail mass com'mer. haiz.
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i don't feel like going home.
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hmmm. school fees needa be paid again. money money money.
sometimes, talking to my dad makes me really mad.
he asked me to take on all kinds of jobs in the future because they have GOOD PAY.
he never asks what i want. and even if he knows it, he will put the money as a priority and not me. when have i ever been a priority to him btw? oh wells.
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i'm getting so stressed up. i really needa the 3.5 GPA this sem. it's driving me crazy.
and what have i been getting for my radio? FREAKING B. argh.
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take me away,
to somewhere faraway.
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it's like we have never known each other.
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ARGH WHY AM I SO EMO'ISH. idk.
i'm okay i'm okay.
there's nothing missing in my life.
N.O.T.H.I.N.G.
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avelyn.

nobody knows
except the evidence of the remnants.

slack away.

06 December 2009

wow, just realised i slacked my weekend away! but it kind of feels great.
friday sharon fell sick and speech is cancelled! went island creamary with my class. haha quite cool. my first time there :D the place is cozy and my classmates are awesome!
yesterday went studying and dinnering with darrell. needa catch up on my jap man. but yea, we had a random dinner and ordered random stuffs to eat. quite lame but oh wells, for fun and laughter.
today i went for this wedding buffet with parents. BORE ME TO DEATH. oh wells.
then, TOMORROW NO LESSON! & i'm going out AGAIN. WAHAHA. with tricia and jj to get some xmas shopping done :D

I MUST REMIND MYSELF i got radio assignment, IS project and socpsy assignment and and speech coming. ARGH. note to myself.

have been a happy girl recently though i fall sick and all. hah but something's nagging at me and giving me warning bells not to slack off too much. lalala. and i'm so happy that my new hair didnt turn out a disaster and receive manyy compliments ^^

Restaurant city and cafe world are addictive.

avelyn.

i'm gonna delete all those messages,
so gonna.

fainting spells.

04 December 2009

how smart. i fainted in the school gym today. zzz.
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avelyn.

what lies within my heart
my head knows not
it's a full stop
i don't wanna mark
y'know.

bad dreams.

03 December 2009

had pretty bad dreams these days.
maybe because of my bad cold, i guess. but the dreams are really stupid and random.
if dreams are said to be a reflection of my thoughts in the day, it is definitely not true.
hmmm. I AM SO SHEEPY SLEEPY.
oh man, i wish i dont have a speech later on. arghhhhh.
a unscripted speech is my worst nightmare.
had this stupid philosophy game yest with some classmates to make random stuffs sounds lame.
&it's fun!

YAWNS. life's so... boring.
i wish the weekends come soon.

avelyn.

poisoned apples.