that's fast.
29 June 2011
seems like i'm really motivated to create a new blog... so here it is!
do re-link and continue to follow me yeah, friends :D
http://lifeisjustlikethat.weebly.com
it's the end here,
but over there,
it's a brand new beginning.
Cheers
Avelyn
500th.
28 June 2011
This marks my 500th post... and it may very well be the last.
This blog went through all the up and down with me & i must say, i'm kinda reluctant to shut it down.
But, why not have a new beginning, a fresh start?
why keep an archive full of past when they no longer matter?
i don't wanna look back anymore because i'm loving the present and this is how i'll go from here on.
plus, seriously i think i've been ranting and rambling enough. time to grow up and try not to be so shallow. lol. note the word 'try'.
of course, that doesn't been i will stop blogging all together.
will update you guys about my new blog link! soon, i hope.
just a photo to end the post...
i don't think dear reads my blog anymore though. hah. so, i guess he wouldn't complain if i post his photo here. heheheee. cute matching shirt with the background, don't you think? i chose the shirt fyi, if you haven't already guessed. lol.
till then~!
avelyn
you make me a fortunate girl (:
it's about time i revive my dead blog.
03 June 2011
YEAR 3 IS JUST TOO BUSY FOR MY OWN GOOD.
but, oh wells. that's life. sigh. (:
how time flies, it's already june. a few more months more, i'll be on internship.
in mediacorp, i hope. my interview's on tuesday, wish me luck. i really want the job even though the pay sucks & it's damn far. who cares, it's worth it!
i've been trying out lotsa things this sem... learning, adapting, experiencing...
& even though life isn't as good as it seems in pictures, i shall let you guys see the good side of it. hahah.
and here it is:
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| photo with DASMOND KOH XU ZHENG RONG :D |
till then~
avelyn
pause.
25 April 2011
i guess every blogger at some point in time will feel the lack of motivation to update and same for me.
i don't really wanna lay every bit of my life all out here already. i mean, if you know me, you would know, not because you read about it here.
so i guess i will leave this space for blogging out feelings and all. for a while, there's gonna be no photos.
hah welcome to facebook stalk me though.
anyway i've been really paranoid abt health. it's like you might be suffering from something the whole life and don't know about it and one day... it will dawn on you like a bomb. if you have people around you with stuff like that happening to them, maybe you would become paranoid too. i wanna grow up, earn some bucks & get a full body health check-up manz.
i have the sudden urge to let everyone know that they are important to me...
no idea why.
anyway i'm starting to feel the stress.
i'm feeling pretty sick right now.
and ... i'm trying to brighten myself in every single way.
(:
i love my family, friends & my boyfriend. :D
random much?
avelyn
hiatus.
07 April 2011
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| 4 days 2 nights at Pulau Ubin |
it seemed like a really rocky journey to me.
went through up and downs.. and man, we were really tired at times.
i actually cab all the way to the jetty. $32 cab fee okk.
it's a long story, dont wanna elaborate. but i really freaked out when i'm abt to miss the boat.
and, i'm so glad i made it.
great friends, great activities there. almost all my team mates reached the top of the rockclimbing!
the guys were really efficient at tent pitching and stuff and the girls always stick together.
despite us from different ccas and are all leaders, we managed to get along and no conflicts. how cool is that? :D
and kayaking... it felt like an eternity. when we kayak 5hours ard the island. think palau ubin is small?
try kayaking AROUND it.
it's not a luxury camp. we peed in the sea, we ate biscuits//bread for lunch sometimes, we stink like crazy. oh oh yea, big i got home with (very) swollen lips, lost my voice and twisted my finger.
but i must say, the journey is worth it.
hope the Sakura buffet gathering with camp-mates will come soon!
made a random poem for reflection and was made to recite it to the whole camp.
was kinda embarrassed. &it seems like many people are asking me for a copy. lol.
anyw here it is:
"it was bright and sunny
it's funny
how all of us were away yakking
even when we are busy kayaking
it was dark and starry
so tired, our eyes were getting teary
together we snuggled in the tents we carefully pitched
with lotsa laughter in high-pitch
sun-burns and mosquito bites
we have been through three nights
in our solemn tones
we all said, 'Goodbye'. " -avel
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| belated present from dy, dx, wj, lq, yl! |
clutch from new look at 2 packs of facial masks~
so nice of them to still remember (: 'thanks!'
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| grp pic with the girls! |
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| sorting &packing books seem endless... |
working at Clementi new lib had been fun. didn't know behind-the-scenes is such hard work.
worked with people of all ages... sec4 grads, poly grads, same age, aunties!
though it's boring and tiring, the library is full of our noises!
yesterday was the last day~
boss edward treated us PIZZA HUT.
the bill? $291.90 for the 26 of us. lol.
anyway got my electives yesterday!
got my 3 top choices: onlineJ, PhotoJ, PR
and there's no school for me on tuesdays!
but now, i'm thinking abt how to get the $$$ for DSLR...
and how much i wish all my friends (good one) are in ALL my classes.
at least i have charlene & julie & maybe cal for some of the classes here & there..
haiz.
life been busy, stressful and tiring.
but in between, i managed to catch some movies with dear.
little red riding hood and world invasion: battle L.A
i think world invasion is way coooolll. enjoyed it much.
argh having a splitting headache now.
have been emo'ing... time to stop,
and start organising things like dear said.
avelyn
afraid of the one day
when you have no more patience
for me.
if i can't take it in, i'm gonna pour it out.
05 April 2011
i thought the next time i blog, it would be happy updates on my life... my OBS camp and etc..
was thinking tmr is the last day of work and i can't type a long post then.
but i srsly can't stand it anymore.
all the CCA stuffs are getting into me.
what bullshit that being P is not much pressure and that i have other committee members to fall back on when i'm occupied/busy. how to fall back on when some don't attend meetings, some don't check emails, some don't take the initiative to help/suggest, some just simply doing things as a chore. i mean, i'm not saying i'm damn good, i feel/do that sometimes too. but? at least I TRIED and I CARE.
and what's with advisors?
saying their busy blahblahblah SO ARE WE. and stop fucking criticise when you don't give CLEAR INSTRUCTIONS. stop thinking from your point of view. so what if you are superior. HAVE SOME EMPATHY MDM.
i got ENOUGH. every day cca stuffs it's on my mind. when i'm tired BEYOND WORDS after work and eyes are abt to close, i still think about 'how ah.. got this haven't do, that haven't submit, don't know how meetup went... blahblah'
and i'm starting to feel UNJUSTIFIED whenever i think about whether others care.
i know some did their part, i know some do care.
but what i'm feeling, it's a COLLATION of their uncertainties.
all come to me, i'm supposed to have answers, i'm supposed to have time to do everything. but I DON'T. and i'm supposed to substitute anyone who are busy and i'm supposed to remind everyone to do their stuffs. BUT HEY, THAT'S NOT MY JOB. i mean I DONT MIND, I UNDERSTAND. but i really CAN'T COPE.
I DONT WANNA GRUMBLE, COMPLAIN OR WHAT. BUT I.AM.SO.TIRED.
so shagged.
so worried.
so stressed.
so fed up.
and there's no one to share them.
ps: ignore the rant. sorry for the angry words.
avel
recently.
20 March 2011
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| D3100 selling for $879 with lots of FREEBIES! i really wanted that. too bad :/ |
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| Palprints colleagues at IT Fair & Project Superstar Avril (: |
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| had a trim before by coming ubin camp cos i predict it's gonna be real sunny there. cut only cost $3.90 at Clementi's new salon. lol. it's so thinnnnn now. i think i look fat. sadddd. |
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| cal & julie came to my house for the first time! nice slacking & camwhoring~ |
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| my failed attempt at pressed flower; the plastic doesn't stick :( |
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| & so i went to laminate it! yay, it's so pretty. i'm glad it will never wilt now. |
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| something interesting? LOL. |
anyway... TODAY SUCKS.
should know i hate last minute changes by now..
you are the one who said you wanna meet.
you are the one who said we shouldn't too.
and my whole day?
i'm just rotting around at home for you.
being nonchalant only makes me madder.
i'm not in the mood for sweet words.
and, work is starting soon.
time with you gonna get lesser and lesser.
but maybe i'm the only one who's bothered.
ubin camp starts on tuesday. shall be MIA for 4 days, peeps.
after which i'm juggling a job at Clementi's new library and P3 Chinese tuition.
working EVERYday. try date me, i'll try my best. lol.
all for the sake of fast cash. i need that.
Cheers
avelyn
